I just don’t care about video games anymore!
I’m not sure if it’s….a diminishing sense of megalomania….or because I got tired of the environment in which I play ’em….or change in other habits….or the fact that it’s kind of a lot of trouble to find the right people to get bewitched with….
but really, I just want to clean this fucking ms. I want to watch some good shows and movies at the right time. And I want food. I still want to browse social media too much (and I’m not even sure if it’s that I want to or have an echo of a habit) but I’m just….meh
I was playing divinity 2 – GREAT game – but it just seems like a lot of trouble to become the god ascendant. I LOVED it until I killed the in-game equivalant of a lich a couple weeks ago (TOOK ME 6 HOURS – fuck playing on ez mode) but then a funky thing happened
I got all this sick loot and gained a level or two, and since, I started ploughing through the game. Every encounter since was too easy. I keep finding stuff I wouldn’t want to use but know I should, but regardless….ploughing through the game got a LOT less fun.
I think the fun of these rp games are immersion, a little getting my ass kicked and feeling like I NEED to get better to continue. Right now, I definitely, 100% feel that with my manuscript. There’re so many mmos that when I think about playing them, I immediately think about grinding. I guess I could enjoy something reflexive, but finding the time, dedicating that energy so I can go “hahah, my digital moves did more digital damage than you did to me….digitally”
Maybe my times they are a changing.