I’m taking a 15 minute break to point out,
some weird mental stuff happened this weekend. There’s a good battle scene in my favorite fantasy trilogy where the overly skilled, plot-armored main characters are trying to complete a battle but they’re just….exhausted. And I don’t really melee, but was reaching that level of burn-out — even depression, but,
I slept a LOT. I think I slept more than 40 hours in the last 4 days which is pretty alarming.
I’ve been getting 4 hours on most work-nights. And this three-day, man that helped. After sleeping so much, learning the value of a physical exercise and how I can make it meditative, man
Life might not be perfect,
I might not end up being every point of relations perfect cup of tea,
but I feel swell! Cool enough to have drive but not be impulsive and also explore — and that too me is a verve that’s the opposite of depression.
I want to say that my greatest privilege in life is being able to work towards results I can be proud of, and here we are 🙂